There is no turning back.

Sometimes, you just wanna be in denial. Sometimes it becomes hard to accept the reality. Sometimes you just wanna see them once, one last time. Sometimes you wanna hear their voice and hear them call you 'Ammaduuu...' again. Sometimes you just wanna feel their strong presence. Sometimes you just wanna call them up at 9:00 every night because you always did. Sometimes you want them to praise you 'Maa Ammayi good girl andi' in front of others. Sometimes you want them to recite Ramayana over and over and quiz you 'Dasaratha MahaRaja rendo bharya evaru?' Sometimes you want to see those emotions in their face. Sometimes you just want to act silly by them and get them mad. Sometimes you want them to buy you Sapotas. Sometimes you want ask them 'bazaar ki podama?' and sometimes you want them to correct you, 'podama kaadu nanna, veldama.'

Sometimes you miss them terribly. Sometimes you can't cry because you have to be strong. Sometimes you are so lost in reality that you forget... you forget you are sad.

Sometimes you just don't have what it takes.